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Have you felt so confused you want to cry?
Have you ever been in a position where you just want everything to stop, so you can cry alone?
Do you know how it feels to want to get over something you say you can handle, when you honestly know it's too much for you?
Have you ever lied to that one person who is always concerned about you, just to make them feel at peace so they don't have to carry a worry?
When you try and let yourself drift away from who you really are, don't you ever feel like it's not right?
That maybe you do have a chance at being something where you don't have to pretend?
You could stop lying to yourself and everyone about how you feel? Or what yo want?
Have you ever actually confessed something your not proud of, and gotten all the consequences that can only harm you inside?
Sometimes, don't you wish you could have a secret of your own for once? And perhaps close up for a while just to try a recreate the real you?
Don't you think thats getting old? Don't you think that you could be something more?
Don't you think these mistakes could be the way to make you a better person in life?

Just think.
Don't listen, speak or breathe.
Just think about these question and see if you do.
You can see how much this can open your eyes.
Just.
Think.

There are something's worth doing yourself. Don't always rely on others. Some can really let you down.







Sorry if you don't like this, this is just how I vent my feelings.
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People think I'm a masochist, and there probably right, but, someone asked me 'what do these words mean to you?'. It's got me thinking, what are the meanings?
So here's my answer.
Scars are permanent. They are there to remind you of your mistakes, pain and memories. Happy, sad, painful or regret.
It's not your choice to whether you have them or not, their there for a reason, a reason I can't interpret myself. Though there a constant reminder, I never listen or think and carry on what I do.
Some are bad, some are good.

Marks can be temperary. Some can be terrifying, some can be the moment of happiness you get.
My marks are lasting quite a while which bothers me, because they are driving me crazy...
Sometimes I end up making them worse, but you can't stop that feeling or instinct, no matter who you are...

Tears aren't weakness. They prove your open, your true feelings. If you have the sense to actually see clearly of that person, then you'd understand there position.
I cry a lot. Mostly because of family, friends, and shit, but there not wasted. I use mine to try and show people how I feel, I don't like talking, because actions speak louder than words.
I figured that if people see through my perspective for once, they can feel what's crushing me.  

Well these are my meanings to these words. I'm being honest when I say this.
The Duckie you thought you knew, has just faded to another place inside. So if you want the old Duckie, it'll take a while, because when I change, I don't go back.
Bye.
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I hate... -.-

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If you hate Me, I want you to tell it to my face. You shouldn't be afraid unless you truly deep down inside, think we could be friends again. It shouldn't matter if I cry because you shouldn't feel any kind of remorse or regret. If you have that feeling then you must dislike my, not hate me. To be honest, you make a fool out of yourself, trying to show you hate me, when you could save yourself the trouble by telling me directly. If you show it to me, it shows that your just doing this for entertainment. That's pathetic. It shows your bad traits and flaws. If you want, I can do it. I'm not heartless or cruel. I'm just open to myself and everyone. Well, only open with somethings! Some are to be kept secret to make everyone happy. I won't bring them down for my own selfish purposes. I'm not like you people.

Yours not Sincerely,
Duckie Chan, Speaker of Openess :P
Peace!
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Animes: Kukai Souma, Hoshina Utau, Afuro Terumi, Kiyama Hiroto, Midorikawa Ryuuji, Nagisa Misumi, Ciel Phantomhive.

Video Games: Tifa Lockhart, Yuffie Kisaragi, Lightning, Jill, Chelsea, My animal Crossing Character :P.

This is it for now :P

Oh, and just to be clear, Aeris and Cloud aren't meant for each other, Aeris is supposed to be with Zack, Cloud is meant for Tifa.
Each pair have a history together.

Zack asked Cloud to watch Aeris, because he loved her and was dear to him.
Cloud and Tifa have been childhood friends, and made a promise to each other.

Argue all you like, this is evidence. ^^
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What I write.

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I am a type of person who likes to write varieties of stuff. For books, I might write a sci-fi fantasy, then next I might write a mystery romance. For music, I try to write from personal experience. I sometimes get ideas from other people's problems. I've written about...roughly my good ones, 11. My current one is called Sometimes, inspired by recent problems with friends, family, and just life. I will post some, but not all.

Here's a verse or two of one of my songs, just to see if you'll like it, and buy it one day. ^^

'Not a time to be feeling sorry for yourself,'
'Not a moment to forget that.'
'Why go through all this alone, when you have me.'
I'm not the greatest person, I've done things that might of hurt you.'
'But I've changed, just turn around and you'll see who I truly am.'

'Just let me hear your voice!'
'Let me see you shine brighter than the light.'
'You've kept to yourself, for way too long,'
'Let me see your tears, don't hide the truth anymore.'
'You can tell me and I'll support you,'
'No matter what you put me through, 'cause I know I put you down, but I've come to make amends,'
'Just open your own heart, and please forgive me, please.'

Please comment your thoughts! I must know, because I need to know if I'm hopeless! -_- ^.^'  Much appreciated!

Your Duckie Chan!
xxx
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